Fluid Bones

i've been in a bit of a hole lately... and the worst thing about it is, i know it's all me being crazy or something... mountain madness ... ? ... thanks madness... thadmass.

i'm so isolated...

i always hope it's not just me that looks at their life and everything from time to time and says... WHAT THE FUCK?! how can some things even exist? or not even... what the hell are we all doing? it's hard not to go crazy sometimes..

fuck.... at least i exist though... i'm just mind drifting... it won't shut up and i don't know what else to do but write it out... maybe it will give me a break here soon.


i wish i rode around with a band of gypsy friends.
i wish there wasn't money.
i wish the world had a totally different view on death.
i wish my art block would go away.
i wish my brain would shut up...
i wish i didn't live 5 hours from all my friends.

there's no beer around here..
i'm fucking bored...